Awakening

Positive Encounters
The Extraterrestrial Connection To Human Transformation.

Exerpt from Chapter 8 of Awakening.
Copyright Mary Rodwell ACERN

Tracey Taylor's personal story of Contact.

Introduction
We were contacted by Mary Rodwell in regards to Jim G's Praying Mantis Accounts Parts I, Part II and Part III. It was puzzling to to her as well as us why Jim's encounters appear so negative when others experience positive ones. We were thus compelled to post these contrasting experiences. It's interesting that Tracey also mentions Praying Mantis type beings but these ones appear to behave quite differently. Are we dealing with different beings that have a similar appearance? Perhaps it is possible that they are of the same type but different group. After all, not all humans are good guys either. - Martin J.


This article is part of the personal story of a young woman who has been consciously aware of having Contact with Extraterrestrial beings throughout her life. You will see, as she writes about her experiences, how instrumental they were in her expressions of geometric and complex artwork. But also how the understanding of her experiences changed her judgement of them into a positive and transformative perspective. - Mary Rodwell

Tracey tells her story………….
“Even from a young age, strange events became almost ‘routine’ in my life. I would wake up exhausted and dazed after wild dreams of being taken aboard spaceships where many bizarre things happened. I was unable to accept that these were anything more than the crazy imaginings. Dreams of my ‘overactive mind, those who were close to me would put it down to.

At primary school I had an invisible giant friend to whom I would talk, and to this day I can vividly remember the warm, large hand that would guide me around the play yard, telling me jokes. At night I would sometimes have another visitor. I named him “Father Christmas,” and he made me feel uneasy and frightened as he entered the room. But if I hid myself deep under the blankets, too scared to breathe, a strong sensation of calmness and security would suddenly come over me. I would then find myself floating in the night sky looking at the millions of stars shining around me. But I always felt uneasy and frightened when these ‘beings’ were coming to get me, as this was a natural reaction from the ‘human’ part of me that was not totally aware what was going on. The human part of me related to these beings as “Father Christmas,” and this is what I called them.

Although I would feel uneasy when these ‘beings’ entered my bedroom, later, a feeling of calmness would come over me and then a greater awareness within me would come though, and I found that with this ‘awareness’ I could understand very complicated concepts.

The tall “grey beings” never conducted operations or experiments on me like the short “Zeta greys.” These were very different experiences and the tall, greyish beings I felt were like family and I felt very at home with them. I was much more afraid when the short zeta greys would come, because I knew that some of the things they could do to me were painful. To begin with, during my earlier experiences with ‘them,’ I was paralyzed in every way physically, mentally, and emotionally, I felt too afraid to communicate with them. But each time I had an experience with them they communicated more and more. I think it was because I was growing less ‘fearful’ and more receptive. The more I began to understand these beings as well as the ‘preying mantis’ beings, (which I often saw together with the ‘zeta’s’), the less fearful I became. I then found that I was able to freely communicate with them and that they would do their best to help me to understand ‘their’ situation and why they were taking people and doing operations on them.

From the moment I could hold a pencil, I would begin to draw. It was my passion and my gift. I began painting still life and landscapes and by looking so intently at people when I drew, I developed the ability to see auras. But until I read a book on this subject a few years later I initially I believed this to be a fault of my eyes.

At the age of fifteen I experienced a rapid onset of psychic and intuitive abilities, feeling a strong urge to heal people with my hands. However, I had never heard of such a thing and people around me just thought I was being excessively imaginative. It was with deep sadness that I suppressed these abilities for many years, due to the opposition of those around me who believed that I just had an outrageous imagination. Unable to express myself freely, or communicate properly with others, I fell into a deep crevasse of doubt and confusion. At the public school I attended, I was very shy and tried to fit in, but if I tried to express my “unusual” points of view I was ridiculed by other students and even some teachers.

My English teacher was mistakenly convinced that I was taking ‘drugs’ because of the extraordinary short stories and poems I would write for assignments. They would often tell me in front of the whole class that I must be “on something” to be able to come up with such crazy tales. It all became too much for me, and I changed from being an ‘A ‘ student to a rebellious ‘D,’ who tried to fit in as best she could. I denied my ‘inner’ truth so that I would be accepted by others and not have to put up with the cruel teasing I had endured most of my school years.

In 1996 I won a competition and was catapulted in to the fashion world as a model. After experiencing the invalidation and ridicule for who I was on the “inside,” I now had acknowledgment of who I was on the “outside. “ I felt accepted and loved by the way I looked, but underneath the secrets were building and my insecurity was growing. I was living a lie, and it seemed there was nothing I could do about it. A professional modeling career proved to be a constant struggle for me emotionally and physically. In the house where I was living, I began to see “spirits” and other “strange beings,” with non-human faces. My dreams were intense and sometimes I could not sleep for fear and anticipation of what may come. If I did sleep my dreams were bizarre, such as undergoing physical examinations, or being in strange classrooms. Gray beings with large black eyes would sometimes telepathically teach me to draw and write symbols in the form of holograms. These would often extend from my hands, via static, like beams of electric blue light. After such nights I would lack energy and sometimes it was practically impossible to get out of bed in the morning because I was so tired. The model agency was suspicious because I was constantly calling in sick. I just didn’t know what to say to them. I could hardly tell them little gray men were abducting me and I was undergoing “strange operations, “ during the night! I couldn’t even tell my partner, let alone my employer. It became increasingly difficult for me to cope, I was devastated and guilty at what was happening. I honestly thought I was going crazy.

I went to see the doctor and explained the effects my horrible dreams were having on me. In a consultation which lasted less than five minutes, he said I was simply depressed and wrote me out a prescription for antidepressants and sleeping tablets. Although I wasn’t comfortable with taking drugs it was a relief to be able to have a decent nights sleep without these overwhelming dreams.

At Christmas in 1996, I travelled home to see my family and I was staying with my grandmother in Perth when, one night, I was overcome by an intense sensation to write before I went to sleep. This was unusual for me, but I decided to go with the feeling, and I wrote a page of information. Though the process I felt as if I had little control, and it just seemed to flow. The next day I couldn’t comprehend it I had actually written something way beyond my conscious understanding. And to my astonishment it was information contrary to everything I had been taught about, regarding human evolution. I had stated that the human race had been created by extraterrestrials! The writing also contained information about genetic manipulation with the use of human and extraterrestrial DNA to create other species.

I was shocked and confused. I had never read seen or heard anything like this nor did I know anything about extraterrestrials doing experiments using human DNA, let alone being created by them. I couldn’t understand how I was able to write about something that was totally against any beliefs I had. I had heard of channeling, but my knowledge of it was very limited. Even though I thought this writing episode was just a “one off, “ I began to get more and more urges to do it and the information that flowed was incredible; alien-human interaction, implants, dimensions, spirituality, the creation of human species the raising of consciousness and so on. Then sometimes “involuntarily” I found myself speaking another language.

In 1997 when I was modelling in Japan, my dreams were more vivid and frightening than I had ever had before. Because I was living on my own I decided to delve into them more deeply and gained the courage to ask the ‘beings’ why this was happening to me. To my amazement I received answers in the form of dreams, writings and from a voice “ within my mind. “ I was told that I had chosen for myself, to be a part of the evolutionary cycle in the creation of a new more spiritually advanced species, which will eventually inhabit Earth. I also received information about the raising of human consciousness and of a dimensional shift that is presently happening on Earth. It is going to assist us and enable us to access “other realms” more freely, as well as increase our spiritual understanding. At the time, this was the most bizarre information I had ever heard and I still did not know what its significance was for me.

I kept a diary of my experiences, and one morning I felt the urge to draw a symbol, which I had seen in a dream, during which many spaceships were moving around the starry night sky. The stars moved into the configuration of a bird. As I was drawing this, my hand seemed once again to take over and I ended up completing a geometric symbol. Over the next two years I completed other similar drawings and symbols with little input from my conscious mind. In fact, the less I concentrated on this, the easier the information and drawings flowed. It was quite bizarre, and I still had no idea why I was doing it.

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After Japan I returned home and I felt that modelling was not for me, it was far too superficial. I was now keen to look more deeply within myself and beyond my known reality, as by now I felt I had conquered many of my previous fears. The time in Japan had given me a new understanding of reality and I could no longer deny my experiences. I had a new understanding, plus and physical evidence of this reality such as marks on my body (without knowing how they got there), and my watch working fine until I wore it and so on. It was hard to understand all this stuff as well as my many interactions with alien beings and to cap it all I still had to overcome my fears about what other people would think of me.

I finally decided to tell my boyfriend and family about what had been happening to me over the years. My honesty was greeted with disbelief and I was seen as attention seeking and that it was an attempt by me to avoid living in the ‘real’ world. My explanations became more and more hopeless and so I began again, to question my experiences and my mental health. The isolation and embarrassment became so hard to bear I sometimes thought about ending my life. No one seemed to understand what I was going through, and I honestly believed I was going mad. I went to see a psychologist, who told me I was perfectly sane; I just had with an overactive imagination. I felt depressed, confused and filled with doubts about myself.

Whilst in a bookshop I reached for a book about Contact that I had been written by a social worker, who shares her Et related experiences. I felt the strong urge to buy it, even though I had little money. The next few days I was glued to the book and I was amazed at how many of her experiences echoed my own. A spark of hope reigned within me, with the realization that I was not alone anymore. The amazing co-incidence was that I met the author of this book at the shop and she put me in touch with Mary Rodwell at ACERN a meeting which changed my life. I learned how to open up and accept my experiences, as well as understanding I was not alone with this. I went to a support group facilitated by Mary and it was wonderful for me, to see for myself how “normal” everyone was.

Before the support meeting I had a dream whereby I was told to copy the geometric symbols that I had drawn onto transparency material (acetate) and that they would all fit together in different configurations. To my surprise they did. I took them to the support meeting and many people there felt very drawn to them and they showed me how to put them together in different ways. My friends at the group said that they had seen them before, during their experiences. Another young man had drawn his own symbols and some were very similar to mine and another lady, who studies ancient symbols and sacred geometry, looked at them and she was able to recognize and interpret the symbols for us. She said that some of them existed in ancient temples and pyramids around the world, many related to star systems, such as Sirius, and I was reminded that the symbols illustrated the links between ancient cultures and extraterrestrial life.

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One symbol was similar to a crop circle that had appeared a few years earlier.
A researcher in France said that some were like designs found in the Aztec pyramids. All this was information was groundbreaking news for me, as previously I had no way of validating this and I just believed it had been created by my imagination. I had never been to any sacred sites so this was further proof. I also met another lady, who like me, found that she could speak fluently in another language. Further, I had also written in a strange script and so had she, it was very similar!

I was 22, I had endured events such as visiting outer space in alien craft, and watching alien life forms perform surgical procedures on me before I was able to realise my connection to the Contact experience. I found that I had to search beyond the confines of conventional thinking. This has forced me on a journey of gigantic proportions my life has changed forever. Since I found out that I have had a life long interaction with non-human beings.

Contact with these ET beings has been part of my life for as long as I can remember and experiences that most people would consider strange were nothing other than routine for me. As a child I would wake up some mornings feeling exhausted after a night of interaction with tall gray an intelligent being that I felt a unique closeness to, they felt like ‘family!” Once I was onboard their craft I felt completely comfortable more comfortable than I was in any “earth environment.” The result of this was that I felt compelled to create many geometric drawings that literally connected together in many different ways. They show the important connections between humanity and extraterrestrial beings, as well as demonstrating the workings of many technologies of ET origin. The drawings depict several scripts that relate to ancient text form various cultures. These have shown that humanity is now at the stage where we are becoming aware of a greater reality and our true origins. They have shown controversial, but compelling information about advanced technologies, such as interstellar travel and communication. They also reveal the truth about the Egyptian pyramids and contain knowledge about many suppressed technologies that I believe have been hidden from the public by unacknowledged, underground government organizations.

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The artwork comes to me during the experiences, or through an overpowering urge to put pen to paper. Whenever this occurs, my hand is taken over by a powerful ’force’ and it has with absolutely no input from my conscious mind. I am never completely taken over, or in a trance, although I do need to be side tracked. At times I have tried to ‘influence’ what is being drawn only to find my hand will stop and I’m unable to finish the drawing until I surrender my conscious input and control. After finishing the symbol I usually receive a paragraph of hieroglyphic type writing, which some people have said resembles hieroglyphic text. This depicts the drawings, interpretations and meaning, which is then interpreted into English for easier understanding and later reference.

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The information and drawings come I believe through various extraterrestrial entities, most commonly through beings I would call “geometric “ or “crystalline” when in visible form.
They have extraordinary features, translucent, like crystal, often showing faces within faces, which move and change constantly. Unlike the more common beings seen by experiencers, they have no obvious appendages although they exude intense light and have a powerful presence of infinite wisdom. Each being is connected to the other, existing within a combined energy body, spanning solar systems and galaxies in this unified form. I describe them as “grandfather beings.” They work within an energy body or council, which includes various evolved, enlightened species. This energy body provides a stabilizing, governing force over unified regions of consciousness, or within a specific focus, or related to an area within this Universe. It resonates at high frequencies and when combined with all existence they make up what is known as the “Universal mind.” The ‘mind’ exists everywhere, within all life containing infinite information and knowledge. As everything in this Universe is made up of the same matter resonating at different harmonics, these ET beings are able to communicate through all of us directing thought on subatomic levels.

By doing this, the beings in geometric/crystalline form, communicate on levels comprehensible to humanity and by activating direct subconscious interaction. This is interpreted by the conscious mind into a simplified form of communication such as the symbology I have shown within the geometric drawings. These drawings reflect humanity’s consciousness and they are meant to assist us in understanding our link with the cosmic family. Focusing on the drawings can show you subtle images of the crystalline geometric features and faces within them.

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There are messages within the drawings that are meant to communicate the nature of the macrocosm. We are learning to remember what we already know, to view this life and this Universe in a new way and within a non-linear spectrum. This enables us to connect to our inner wisdom and awareness, bypassing linear space-time; thus allowing us to experience ourselves as we are deeply connected to all life.

I have seen and work with many different types of beings, including several “Zeta types.” These little fellows (sometimes called the “greys “) have received much hostility and negativity from human beings. Many people seem convinced that they are trying to cause harm and disruption to humanity and in the past I felt that way too. I now realize it was my limited perception and fear which kept me from understanding a greater truth. There are many races of Zeta type beings and just because a few are doing things that we perceive as ‘ hurtful or even cruel” through our perception of the experiences, does not mean they all behave like that. If Zeta’s were to look down at the Earth right now, they would see wars and terrible destruction that many people are causing the devastation within our environment and so on it would be easy to assume that “we” are all are the same (i.e. destructive and violent.) The Zeta’s are only I believe trying to survive, as we are and they have done nothing to me against my will. It has always been my choice and from my understanding this “choice” is also respected by other beings.

The Zeta beings have played a great role in the evolution of humanity, within the “denser levels” of our existence, teaching us much about ourselves. They hold up the mirror and many of us refuse to look into it for fear of what they may see. Their energy and presence comes through, within my drawings, to show some of the past influences of the planet and how “their” evolution is directly linked to our own. As humanity moves to higher vibratory, levels the Zeta’s will be seen as allies and not to be feared. We shall also begin to perceive the ET beings working with us on finer levels, as we move into their range of existence. As this happens the Zeta’s will be less prominent.

The tall greyish beings that I used to see, from birth up to the age of nine, always felt like close family to me. Taking me aboard their spacecraft, I was able to wander around at will and communicate freely with them. I felt a unique affinity with them, I easily forgot our physical differences, as there were no barriers, we were all equal. They were incredibly gentle beings who would communicate telepathically, demonstrating advanced healing abilities and reminding me of their technological ability to travel through interstellar space. They would take me to other Star systems where I was shown the spiritually advanced practices and customs of beings on various planets.

I remember having an important role on board the craft. I assisted beings that were travellers and used complex star maps, which seemed to be transformed from my thoughts into holographic form. Often I would find that I was using complicated thought processes unlike anything I could experience on earth, and we would engage in telepathic communication about concepts that defy the laws of linear space and time. I would experience interstellar travel beyond the light barrier where craft would operate on a non-linear frequency, allowing us to travel thousands of light years in a matter of a few hours.

I was very baffled at how I could know this information when I was aboard the craft, but the knowledge flowed effortlessly, as if it were second nature to me. Since then I have understood that I had access to this information from a very young age. When I was aboard the craft, I had a shift in consciousness that allowed me to access information from a quantum field of thought. While in this altered state I was able to interface with regions of my mind, which on Earth were usually hidden within the subconscious, or unconscious. It was very difficult to leave and return to Earth, as I always felt I was returning to an unfamiliar, restricting world, as I was far more comfortable in “other” environment.

I felt a very close affiliation to those beings who some call the “Preying mantis beings” They are often extremely tall, two to five metres (six to fifteen feet) and
they have huge insect eyes protruding from either side of their head. I have learned to accept their strange appearance and have been taught much about humanity from these grand beings. They are extremely ancient and possess incredible wisdom. People often witness these beings during experiences with the gray Zeta’s, enabling them to understand and work more closely with us.

The “mantis beings” are incredible healers and are known to assist earth in many ways when intervention is necessary. Their wisdom and understanding often comes through my artwork I feel, as they are a significant link to our evolution. They are evolved beings who work alongside the crystalline beings within the council I previously mentioned. I have often found myself working with the young and newborn ‘Mantis” as they are as curious as I am and we seem to learn much from each other. They are born with the knowledge of their elders, as it is passed genetically. Yet only by their interacting with humans can they gain the wisdom to understand this knowledge they have been given.

Thousand of years ago the designers of the pyramids came from a section of space called the Orion system. These beings were the original “ lion beings, “ the ancestors of the ‘cat like’ beings from Sirius. The ‘cat like beings’ live and communicate in the same time frame as the “Orion’ lion beings and these Lion beings often come through my drawings as cosmic warriors of wisdom. They are called ‘lion’ beings’ for the obvious reason they have facial features not unlike a lion. They have beautiful soft faces, with cat like eyes and golden orange manes. They hold the key to our ancestry and are easily contacted by thought. They originally came to our earth during ancient times from the Orion star system to ‘oversee’ the creation and activation of the pyramids of Egypt and those existing elsewhere on earth. But these ‘cat like beings’ from Sirius were the prominent builders of the pyramids. The ‘ cat like’ beings are descendants of the Lion people of Orion, but “live” in a different sphere of ‘existence.” The Sirius cat beings are physical beings, capable of building complex physical structures. The Orion Lion beings are in a “non-physical” spectrum that transcends space-time and they are the ‘designers ‘ of such great monuments as the pyramids. This is the multidimensional aspect to the construction of the pyramids eg. the Sirius' cat –like beings, which interact with ‘humans’, honours the Lion beings. Most humans know these ‘cat -like beings as they are more prominent in physical reality. There were many other ‘races’ of beings involved in the construction of the pyramids, but the most prominent were the ‘cat-like’ ones because of their ‘direct link’ with their Orion ancestors who hold the non-physical ‘blueprint’ of the pyramids.

During the time when the earth was relatively untouched the lion beings were able to focus the earth’s energies. The result was that this fertile planet was able to share its potent energy to accommodate the needs of many species on other planets that are thousands of light years away. These beings have now spread to other planetary systems to assist with similar energy activation throughout the Universe. With strong connections to the beginning of humanity they are often here to impart messages and some of the messages are depicted through my drawings.

There are some extraterrestrial people that look very similar to humans, commonly known as “ humanoids.” Once again, there are many different kinds with different levels of spiritual and technological evolution. Many races of humanoids are technologically superior to humans. There are several types of Et humanoids that walk among humans virtually unnoticed, as they are curious about us. The humanoids that I interact with are very concerned with suppression of technologies and mass extinction of the planetary species. I am told that if these technologies and energy systems were not suppressed then we would have an end to poverty and the preservation of our ecosystems. Some of these technologies are shown within my drawings and can interpreted by those who choose to understand the links to the non-polluting zero point field of energy ie energy that can be obtained through sources that will not threaten the ecosystems of Earth.

There are several other ET beings that I interact with on a regular basis, such as those known as the “Arcturians,” “Pleiadians” and those from “Andromeda.” They are often mistaken for angels because of their incredible light bodies. They are also a sort of advanced future version of the “human species,’ who exude a body of light when interacting with me. They constantly inspire messages that are carried through into my artwork and geometric symbols. They feel concern for the path the human race has chosen to take, and are patiently observing us with compassion and a hope that we will wake up before we literally annihilate ourselves. But all the beings make it perfectly clear that they are not going to interfere. It is up to us to make a global decision for peace and equilibrium.

Over a four-year period I completed six coloured drawings, and eleven black and white drawings. After finishing seven of the black and white drawings I had an intense encounter with ET beings that I have mentioned previously. They communicated using a series of visual materialisations similar to holographic images. It was made extremely clear to me that the drawings have great significance and they told me that I should have them copied onto transparency (acetate) and that the drawings would align with each other, showing an important universal connection. I did this and I found that the drawings did indeed fit together and in many different ways, and this all worked despite the fact that every one of the drawings had been completed free hand and on separate occasions. For example the triangles would fit with others at exactly the same angles all with astonishing accuracy.

After this happened major turning point for me was when I met Mary Rodwell, Mary enabled me to acknowledge and accept my experiences and she taught me that I am far from alone in this. At the support group my geometric drawings were met with astonishing reactions. Many remembered seeing some similar symbols during their own encounters and members of the group helped me to slot them together in many different ways. It was at this point that another encounter with the council of beings and they conveyed to me that I now needed to convert the drawings to a 3D format, onto computer if I could so that the information held within them would be accessible.

Triggered by the symbols, I have found myself speaking languages that are not I believe, to be of earthly origin. I am now in the process of learning more about them, I have the information I need to convert these languages into English. I have often been caught out finishing sentences and naming everyday items using these languages involuntarily. The ability to speak other languages without consciously learning them is a familiar trait, I believe, of those who interact with these beings and it is commonly known as ‘Star Language.’

Many of the symbols have been used throughout ancient civilisations I believe, and are related to Star systems. There is a strong link with the enigmatic crop circle designs found throughout the world, which could be another way in which some Extraterrestrials are communicating with us. Also contained within the drawings are electrical symbols that relate to energy and alternative power sources. Within one drawing there are co-ordinates to areas of importance on Earth, as well as complicated mathematical formulae. Key words around some of the coloured drawings explain some of their significance.

The drawings depict a grand Universal connection in a form that can be recognized by all intelligent life, as a “universal language.” The geometry and symbology act as a powerful trigger, awakening ancestral memories existing within our DNA and within our minds on many levels. There is much we need to remember before we can openly join with the “Universal community.” Humanity first needs to become aware of “awareness,” allowing us to initiate contact and interact with Et beings without unnecessary fear and hostility. The illusions of space and time have been realized by many as we understand the true nature of the cosmos and ourselves.

I now have a more conscious connection with the energy that allows me to complete the symbols and messages. I have been preparing to create images and geometric symbols that will act as a trigger to accelerate of personal development. These include geometric encoding, compatible with an individuals genetic heritage.
As individual beings, we are made up of infinite geometrical encoding and harmonic frequencies, which exist universally, ultimately linking all life and consciousness together. We each react differently to these, developing at our own pace and in accordance with the evolution of our species. To put it simply, I can now complete drawings specifically for an individual’s use. I call these “personal blueprints.” These enable an individual to connect with their extraterrestrial origins, to reawaken inner abilities and understanding, triggering a magnificent new awareness of reality.

Planet earth has always felt unfamiliar for me, although it has provided diversity and learning. At times, life became extremely difficult particularly as I realised that people around me didn’t accept my experiences and my way of thinking. This has forced me to question my sanity and the reality of my experiences, sometimes rising to thoughts of ending my life. Over the year I have made several visits to psychiatrists and psychologists, I have undergone numerous physical and psychological assessments as well as CAT and EEG scans. No brain abnormalities or psychological problems have been found. Nor have I had any conventional explanations as to why so many others, (as well as myself) have had Contact experiences. So I have needed to look “within” for answers. This has provided me with the acknowledgment of my lifelong connection to Et beings as being part of my reality.

I am now moving forward with my artwork, having a greater understanding of its significance. I feel a true sense of purpose, as I know that the drawings will shed some much-needed light about the great mysteries of our planet. The transformations that I have witnessed within some people who have seen the drawings is incredibly inspiring. There is I feel, a real need for Extraterrestrial existence and human-Et interaction to be acknowledged within today’s society. It needs to happen now, and I urge those who are aware to come forward and help us educate those who are willing to listen.”


Tracey concludes,
“As far as my own Contact experiences are concerned I slowly became very compassionate towards these ET beings, as there is so much that human’s can learn and benefit by interacting with them. I was far more ‘fearful’ of my experiences when I realized that I seemed to be the ‘only’ one having them, I didn’t know what was going on and why! But there has always been an ‘equal’ exchange between me and the Zeta’s. I helped them achieve their genetic goals and in return my healing and psychic ability, plus my understanding of life on earth and so on, has been enhanced. They also protect me when I ask them to. If I need the answer to a question, telepathically they will ‘tell’ me. Basically at the start I misunderstood the 'greys'. The “knowing” Et part of me initially made a decision to assist them and the understanding of this can be overshadowed by fear which stems from our limited human perceptions and reactions to these experiences.”

I have been privileged to see Tracey grow from fear and confusion into a person full of confidence and healthy integration of her multi-reality by having the support that she needed to enable her to understand and explore her Contact experiences. To demonstrate this new confidence was in 2001 in Melbourne, Australia, she calmly faced a panel of psychiatrists and talked to them about her experiences holding nothing back. All eight doctors agreed they could not explain this as being any form of mental illness. They were intrigued and even wished Tracey the best of luck! For Tracey, to have agreed to that interplay, and for her to put herself on the line like that shows how far she has come and how much integrity and courage she has acquired. Her reason was simple, she felt that she had to demonstrate that this was a reality for her, and a positive one. And more than that she felt it vitally important that the conventional establishment became aware of this phenomenon.


References:


Rodwell, Mary Awakening “ how Extraterrestrial Contact can Transform your life. Reprinted by Avatar Publications( Canada)


Taylor, Tracey web site: www.harmonicblueprint.com

Book by Mary Rodwell

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